Jeng jeng..

Hi lovelies.

So I went to Taylor's workshop today and was thinking about blogging for food. Yknow, desserts and recipes. Stuff like that. Since I love desserts so much. Mwuehehe. Anyway, this is a quick update from me. And tadaaa.. My so-called blog is not done yet. Yes, im in hurry. :(

Not so well for today, low blood pressure. Gotta go.


Aesya x

#Note1

Why cant you spoil me like a princess should get?

Why must you stay this heartless?

What's with the dirty words of your?

Am I such a badass to deserve all these?

Why Im such a fool for you? :(

*sigh*

Hello !

I'm too busy and i dont even have a time for blogging. Well no one cares about it anyway. But.. I have settled my internship procedure. Phew. I got SHANGRI-LA! yeay.  Im scared tho. Will I ever fit in? Can I ever catch up? Im pretty weak in this whole thing. I just need more stamina. Its gonna be long hours of working man. You could suffer from backache and all joints problem. But hey, thats an experience aite?

I could never say no cause its my field. The one that I chose. And im not gonna turn back. I really hope I can  face it. I need to be tough inside out. Ive been too weak and I must wake up. Be a grow up. Gheez, Im 19yrsold man. Old enough to do anything.  So lets hope I'll do better in the future.



Mwah,
S.Aesya ♥

As I expected.

Remember that I was there for you. Thru good times and bad times. And now, I dont think I'll be able to talk to you like I used to. Oh yeah. I should've ignore. And pretend like I dont know you. People will always be people. Stalking. Bad mouthing. Hypocrite. Etc. I dont know when will people mind their own business?
And the best part of it, theyre not good as they think they are. Sorry for this shitty words but yeah. Its a fact. I'll always be me, and you'll always be you. I shouldnt ever believe that you'll change. Not everrr.


So long suckers.xx

Killing self

So.. Now you know the headline of Killing Self means?

It means that Im dying to have a skinny body. I hate being chubby and most of people keep saying that 'ohh aesya, youre so chubby'. Well, screw that! I dont wanna be chubby. But I love food. Hows that ey? Diet wont work on me. Gotta find something else. You know, at this state of thinking. You wish to be skinny until you'll think of taking drugs. 'ICE' is one type of drugs to get skinny. But the side effects are awful. SO NO! We'll see if I can get skinny. I'll find a way. And obviously, healthy ways. Tsk tsk. ERGH..!

She's beautiful isnt she?

Another dying session with Hana Tajima. And why is that? Its because of her skin. So flawless. Couldnt agree more. *sigh* She has flawless skin that are to die for! :( And I gotta admit that she's so darling pretty. and what makes her look more pretty? Its her attitude. Her behavior. Her talent. Thats why most of girls always look up to her. She's like Super Something.  I can bet, every girl with hijab on will adore her. Her uniqueness attract us the most. Yes indeed. To be her, is quite impossible but to follow her steps, possible much :) 

Haha, now you know how insane i can be? torturing self for something that wont happen? hahaha TRUE much. So thats it. I wont be complaining more, its just stupid. asdfghjkl hahahaha. 

AesyaAmour, 

Hey!

So today I'll be start working. Yey me. At least I have something to kill my boredom. And that's just fabulous. Isnt it? No? Okayy then. My lil ones are ready to roll. Keep it up fellas. You have long way to go. And please please dont end up like me. But hey, I was terribly sick okay. Skip that. Aha. Anyways, First day of work, I was so sleepy and yes. I am excited! yippee baby yippee ^^

So toodles peeps,

AesyaAmour❤ 

Another Lifeless Day Of Mine,

Hello there fellas.

I'm pretty lifeless here so I ended up by posting this post. Aha aha, so.. Nothing's up. Just having a cup of tea and been laying on my bed for the whole day. Jyeah. I wont get my ass busy until my lil ones get back to school. Well you know, gotta babysit em. Haihss. Now, Im busy doing nothing. Pampering myself with chocolates and sleep. Yeah, im a loser. I deserve that. Hmphh.

So my blog are wayy wayy simple enough. I dont feel like decorating it. Actually, to be honest I'm kinda stupid about this HTML hahaha. There, I said it. Okay you can kill me now. Mm-hmm. Moving on moving on, I adores the pretty blogs. The bloggers must done a very nice job. Tsk tsk. Mine? way simple enough. Yadda yadda. Since I have nothing to do, I keep busying myself with reading novels. Love novels to be exact. Hahaha. Well, currently reading this one nice novel called "Things I Know About Love". Its very nice. You guys should read it! hehehe.

Okay thats it. Been feeling a lil sleepy. Gonna hit the sack. AGAIN. Sorry guys.

Later peeps.

AesyaAmour ^^v