So.. Now you know the headline of Killing Self means?
It means that Im dying to have a skinny body. I hate being chubby and most of people keep saying that 'ohh aesya, youre so chubby'. Well, screw that! I dont wanna be chubby. But I love food. Hows that ey? Diet wont work on me. Gotta find something else. You know, at this state of thinking. You wish to be skinny until you'll think of taking drugs. 'ICE' is one type of drugs to get skinny. But the side effects are awful. SO NO! We'll see if I can get skinny. I'll find a way. And obviously, healthy ways. Tsk tsk. ERGH..!
She's beautiful isnt she?
Another dying session with Hana Tajima. And why is that? Its because of her skin. So flawless. Couldnt agree more. *sigh* She has flawless skin that are to die for! :( And I gotta admit that she's so darling pretty. and what makes her look more pretty? Its her attitude. Her behavior. Her talent. Thats why most of girls always look up to her. She's like Super Something. I can bet, every girl with hijab on will adore her. Her uniqueness attract us the most. Yes indeed. To be her, is quite impossible but to follow her steps, possible much :)
Haha, now you know how insane i can be? torturing self for something that wont happen? hahaha TRUE much. So thats it. I wont be complaining more, its just stupid. asdfghjkl hahahaha.
AesyaAmour,